Nihongo o benkyou shite imasu.

Well, I was studying Japanese anyway. I got kinda far. I just have to memorize some kanji. ^_^ Hopefully it sticks in my memory. I learned "kekkon" last semester, I think. Yeah, I remember writing a sentence saying "After graduation, I'm going to marry my lover." Or something like that anyway.

I'm not sure I remember how to say that. *sigh* I should study more. Really.

And after talking with my boyfriend for a while about my financial situation, I've decided that I shall keep the student loan I have. It's easiest. All the essay contests for scholarships they have online are won by people who have had to deal with more...intense situations than I have. The scholarship I could get will require me to do community service. While I don't mind community service, I don't think I'd be as into it as I usually am.

I must also save money. I'm getting paid again on the 20th. (Which means I'll have to get my timecard signed soon...probably Tuesday, when I go in.) That's about another $160. $38 is going to go to Sasuga Books for volumes 1-7 of Bleach. I'll try to save the rest... I want to get enough together so that I can help pay for a ticket to go and visit my boyfriend in Pennsylvania. Maybe I can stay a week with him, or something. I think that'd be a good length of time. We'd get time to hang out and be together and we wouldn't feel so rushed about everything, hopefully.

It'd be nice not to have to say "Goodbye" before he fell asleep. I'd probably watch him sleep for a bit before actually falling asleep myself. (I have trouble falling asleep in new areas.) I wonder what it'd feel like to cuddle with him and fall asleep in his arms?

I'll stop there before I go all mushy.